Can I have an anonymous post please I really need some help, I literally cannot…

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Can I have an anonymous post please

I really need some help, I literally cannot cope anymore! I’ve suffered from severe depression and anxiety since I was a teenager (I’m now 24) I’ve tried medication, councilling, you name it I’ve tried it!

I’ve been through a lot, I was raped a few years ago and never really told anyone about it, I then met someone and was with him for 5 years ( my daughters dad, I have 2 kids) he was emotionally and physically abusive and still is even though we split over a year ago! He literally just won’t leave me alone, kicks off at my front door and physically hurts me! I’ve tried phoning the police but nothing seems to work!

Also I’m having trouble with my son, his behaviour is out of control! He kicks me, punches me, shouts abuse at me and literally doesn’t show me any respect!
I hate everything about myself and I’ve tried and tried to make things better for me in my life (and my kids) but nothing ever seems to get better! I generally don’t wanna be here anymore! I’ve always had these thoughts but my kids have been a big reason why I’ve stayed around! But now I feel like I’m failing as a mum and my kids would be better off with out me! I just can’t do this anymore 😭😭I see no way out!!!
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