Can i please have a PP A bit of a long one, but i have no one else to talk to …

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Can i please have a PP

A bit of a long one, but i have no one else to talk to besides my partner/doctor so i thought i would reach out on here 😘I have a beautiful 5year old daughter and currently TTC baby #2 (new partner) so , i suffer from BV (bacterial Vaginosis) I have repeatedly got this almost every month for the past 12 months so being treated with antibiotics has sucked and welcomed thrush a few times. I have been very concerned about getting PID (pelvic inflammatory disease) from the amount of times i get BV but my doc reckons “ill be fine.” Im in the middle of finding a new dr as im just not sitting right, i feel there is something they/we are missing. Anyway, my partner and i have been TTC for about 14 months and still NOTHING. Doing all the right things ect. My cycle is normally 28-30 days. I am on cycle day 31 atm and anxiously waiting/ going out of my mind to know if i am just late or if MAYBE we might just be lucky enough for baby #2. I have lost hope a few times but recently even more. I went to get a “reading” from a lady i have seen in the last. Everything she said was soo right. And this time, she said she sees complications with pregnancy but a successful IVF. (Now IVF is something i can not afford although she said all expensis would be fine) its something i thought i would NEVER have to do considering ive fallen pregnant before. I cried myself yo sleep that night as i felt like a failure😓 So as you can imagine, i have that doubt in my head but also try and be realistic and tell myself that sometimes they can be wrong. So with having been told that, im doubting me being a LITTLE late is like the universe “teasing” me😥 I have no symptoms what so ever of early pregnancy. I have had a few cramps this cycle and the last 2 days i had like AF cramps but hasnt showed. Today my cramps have not been as “stabby”. So i guess im just on here reading everyone else’s stories hoping for the best for them and distracting myself! Sorry for such a long post. I needed to get that off my chest😘😘😘
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