Can u have a private post please. It’s a long one so apologies. Me and my partne…

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Can u have a private post please. It’s a long one so apologies. Me and my partner have been together 4 and a half years. I love him to pieces. But recently things have become very difficult with him. He is currently waiting for an operation(not life threating) which I understand is stressful in its own right but I don’t think it warrants his behaviour. I went on our shared Tablet which is linked to his phone and a lot of porn sites came up. Him watching porn doesn’t bother me in that respect. I’m more concerned by the fact it could of been my little boy who’d picked it up or his daughter( both 8) he isn’t my son’s dad. We also have a baby of 6 months. I feel let down by him as I stayed calm and asked him to see it from my point of view. He currently decides he wants to sleep on the sofa as our daughter is in her cot in our room and he’s worried of waking her. He can’t even Wake himself up if on the rare occasion she Wakes up during the night. He’s not much help with her. Yeah he sorts bottles out etc. But I Personally don’t she how I can go back to work in January. When he can’t do his fair share of the work now. I’m so stressed to the point my anxiety levels are going crazy. I’ve had two panic attacks this week. And just had to get on with it for the sake of the children. In running on about 5 hours sleep on a good night, purely down to my own worries. While he sleeps on the sofa. It concerns me that right now I can’t see us breaking out of the vicious circle as he’s not willing to come into our room. 😢 I feel like I’m living with a friend sometimes not the partner I met nearly 5 years ago. He knows how I feel but doesn’t open up himself. All though we do try and talk he gets very irrate. Thanks for reading I know it’s a long one x
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