Could I have a private post please – x Basically, sorry if this drags, just co…

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Could I have a private post please – x

Basically, sorry if this drags, just could really use some support I guess at the minute.

I’m in such an awful state. I have a 9 month old baby, and was recently in a domestic violence relationship where social services had to do some assessments, everything was fine no further action they just supported me and have put me on a course which I haven’t yet started.
But when I was assigned them when they were involved I had to sign a document to allow them access to my medical records, and yesterday I found out I was pregnant NOT by the man I was in a domestic violence relationship with, it sounds awful but it was just a one night stand, not a randomer or anything like that.. anyway long story short, I have booked a consultation at a termination clinic as I am on my own with my baby, barley have any money to my name and hoping to further my education to go to university next year to complete my degree so me and my baby can have a better life, now is just not the right time for me to have another baby as horrible as it is. But I’m scared that this termination appointment will flag to social services and they will get back involved and question me if that makes sense? I am under the mental health team so for them to do a termination they have to get some medical records from my doctors first. I’m petrified, I really don’t want them in my life again as it upset and stressed me out so much and this is such a hard time at the minute as it is😔
I don’t know if many people will be able to help, please no hate about this, it was hard enough to make this decision and it was my decision to make😔 thank you for reading,xx
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