Could I have pp please. Sorry this is a very long post and I’m not even sure I…

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Could I have pp please.

Sorry this is a very long post and I’m not even sure I’m ready to share some details. But I will as I’m so so desperate for advice.

I have two children. It will mainly talk about my youngest as his my husbands child.

So I got married the end of last yearand we have already separated (I have no idea how I found the strength to leave him so early on in the marriage against everyone opinions) since I had my son ( before we got married) there was some huge warning signs even tho I had no idea that’s what it was. When I had my son 3 days he hit me saying I need to sort out my shitty. Cranky attitude and that kind of opened the flood gates for him to give me the odd slap or head butt or spit in the face. All the fits of rage ended in him saying I’m sorry for what iv done but babe but you have to take responsibility for how your moaning makes me react. And really I should be lucky to have him as no one will ever want me again. I’m damaged goods. And sorry and shamed to say I stayed with him and not just that but went on to marry him (I knew it wasnt right but wS strong enough to stop the ball) and ways since then the hitting screaming smashing slamming spitting ect got out of hand I was suffering from pnd. Stopped doing my hair my make up showing as aften didn’t really leave the house unless it was the school run. I pulled some strength out my arse and told him to leave as the house was mine I brought it alone at 19. Hadn’t stopped him seeing his son but told him after everything he wouldn’t have him alone not till I saw he was in control of him temper. His been Vile about this and has stadted with the death threats again he put “gun fingdd” to my head and he will be back to put a bullet between my eyes ect. Since then I refused to see him even for him to see the kids his now saying he will take it to court and I’m over the moon about this started to feel like I’ll finally get a bit of support with my choices. But now his saying I’m fucking daranged if I think anyone will believe me so I shouldn’t even bother trying and that I’ll only be humiliated and look like a drama queen as my only proof is a few text appplagising to me for his action and one time someone from the road came out and told him to leave. Anyways I’m in such a hole I think I need advise or support or telling off or just some thing. X thank in advance xxx
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