Could I please get a private post. So recently I was told I have a pregnancy of…

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Could I please get a private post.
So recently I was told I have a pregnancy of unknown location, I should of been 8 weeks when the hospital concluded the result after numerous blood tests and scans etc..
I had to have the Methotrexate injection to ‘dissolve’ the pregnancy.

My issue is, I feel like I have this massive pit at the bottom of my stomach, like I feel empty! I don’t think I’ve properly grieved for what I’ve lost and to be honest I’m not sure how to do so. I’ve put that much of a brave face on for everyone around me that I physically don’t know how to get over what’s happened.
I feel silly saying it but this baby was so badly wanted and took us a year to conceive! I feel cheated.

I have friends that are pregnant and deep down I’m so happy for them but at the same time I’m really resentful!

I guess what I’m trying to a ask is if anyone has had something similar happen and how did you cope?
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