Happy New year Can I have a pp please. Basically been with my other half for…
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Happy New year 😊
Can I have a pp please.
Basically been with my other half for 8 months after 2 very bad violent/controlling/manipulating relationships….. the last was my ex husband and my 4 year old son witnessed it twice. Anyway, my partner of 8 months has been bad with depression and other things not sure on yet u til he gets appointment with mental health team. The last few weeks have been he’ll, Xmas day was amazing but he would vanish for drink and drugs which I could kind of deal with as he wasn’t here when did it and ive had depression and turned to drink (not saying it’s right but I sympathized) well today was like any other….. he was looking for an argument which he got and he grabbed me round the scruff of the neck by my top so I lashed out due to past relationships and panicked. Next thing I know he swung his arm to slap me!!!! He pulled back after realising but still caught me so I threw his arse out even after his apologies straight away but the things he said were disgusting (damaged goods was the nicest thing he said about me) I know I did the right thing but I spent midnight in tears cos can’t believe I got it so wrong even tho there has been little red flags. Don’t what I’m wanting except encouragement I’ve done the right thing. Made worse by people on here celebrating new year with there partners and I just feel so alone and stupid for choosing and arse again. I’m not daft am i? Just feeling deflated xx
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