Hi all, I need a ppp. Anonymous! I’m currently 27 weeks pregnant with a 2 year …

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Hi all, I need a ppp. Anonymous!
I’m currently 27 weeks pregnant with a 2 year old and I am constantly full of Rage! I’m a single mother, in a crappy flat, way behind on all housework. I have 2 cats that scrap all the time. All I do is listen to my toddler have tantrums left right and centre. I scream at the cats repeatedly as the older one is to rough and hurts the other. He naturally doesnt listen so i have to chase him away.5 mins later hes at it again so repeat and repeat 20 times a day. so im breathless and uptight and tired. Every 5 mins I have to stop what I’m doing and hold my son’s juice because he won’t drink and hold it himself. If I don’t do it he screams and throws himself around. Sometimes I hold it for ages while he just messes with the teat he then walks away so I put it down and try and get on then he screams again for more so I have to go back and hold it. I get so angry I shouted at him and put the juice down and said if he didn’t hold it himself he wasn’t going to drink and then he cried while looking at me and that made me feel like a disgusting monster so I cried in frustration. He picks uo his juice and gives it to me so he is more than capable! I tried not holding it for him a few weeks back and he didnt have a drink for 2 whole days, he even had dry nappies. So i cant do anything about it! I work part time, i hate my job its so physical i really struggle and the people i work with slag me off to eachother while im in hearing distance as they dont care. They make it known that no one likes me there. This is my life all day every day I can’t cope. My boyfriend lives with me and literally does nothing but work and computer games, he does my head in all the time he’s so lazy it’s like another child. I want to pull my hair out and scream till my throat bleeds. My son’s father hardly ever sees him and when he does it’s only for a few hours once every few weeks. I can’t carry on like this, but I have no other option! Please someone help me, a kind word, some suggestions just anything please I’m passed breaking point.
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