Hi can i have a ppp Don’t know what to do anymore i feel like packing and runn…

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Hi can i have a ppp

Don’t know what to do anymore 😩 i feel like packing and running away from my family. I have 3 kids and i find it stressful and overwhelming. I don’t have family to help, i have a partner who works long and stupid shifts and helps somewhat when he’s off, i know i chose to have kids But I’m obv not the natural mother i should be if i find simple things stressful. I have a 1yo who whinges all day everyday and throws up at least 3 times a day, I have severe depression and feel like its really taken over now more than ever. I feel so lonely and i can be in a room with my children and i should feel happiness but i don’t i feel empty and just sad no matter what. I will have brief moments where i think i am happy but this dark cloud is here all the time. I do love my kids but right now i wish i could run away and hide under a rock somewhere 😢
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