Hi can I have ask post please? I am at my wits end, I just feel like the shitti…

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Hi can I have ask post please?
I am at my wits end, I just feel like the shittiest mother in the world. I am totally heartbroken and feel that my 9month baby isn’t attached to me. This might sound so pathetic. But from the day he was born I’ve always been hands on, breastfeed and bottle feed him, cook all his food from scratch, buy all his clothes spend every day with him, play with him, you name it, I am very hands on. But he cries when I lift him, and if I cuddle him, if I kiss him, if I try and settle him. Then as soon as my partner gets home and he sees him he laughs and reaches for him, (daddy’s boy) but he does it with everyone, except me. He actually has tantrums when I try to lift him and yet if it’s anyone else, he reaches out and laughs and wants them to lift him. It just really hurts me as I feel like an absolute failure. My partner works from like 4-12 so I understand when he comes home he’s obviously missed him, but today I left to go to work (keep in touch) when I got back in he never even bothered with me. Today I really missed him and all I want is to be able to cuddle him to reassure me that by me going back to work is worth it. I can’t stop crying, as over the months I’ve just been getting on with it too busy to stop and moan, but he was away with grandparents this weekend and today was the 1st I seen him since Friday and he hardly batted an eyelid. I would and will continue to do absolutely everything I acne for him but it breaks my heart to feel he doesn’t have a bond with me. I can’t believe I’m actually crying and getting upset over my 9month old son. But it is so hurting as I’ve been with him every day since he was born except the odd occasion he has a sleepover with my parents or oh’s parents. Please tell me I’m normal for feeling this upset. (He definitely knows how to play hard to get with the ladies)
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