Hi can you please post (sensitive subject and no bashing please.) I was sexually…
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Hi can you please post (sensitive subject and no bashing please.) I was sexually abused as a child for a good few years and never really told anyone or dealt with it until after my son was born. I suffered post natal depression, my mum passed away suddenly a few weeks after I had him and I was a mess. I ended up telling my doctor everything and was reffered for counselling which didn’t help. My question is to other people that may have gone through the same thing I did. I love my son to absolute pieces but I can’t stand him cuddling me or showing affection 😞 I don’t know why, obviously if he asks me for a cuddle etc I do and I always tell him I love him he’s not starved of affection at all but it makes my skin crawl 😞 I know it’s related to what I went through and I’m so protective of him I can’t stand other people near him either. I know his dads partner sometimes helps him on the loo and used to change his nappy and I flipped out about it. Does anyone else feel like this??
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I was like that with my first daughter she’s now 5 years old and I feel terrible that we don’t have a close bond I wished I had been different because it’s your child if you ever need a chat I’m only a message away it’s horrible isn’t it not feeling like you can be close to them because it don’t feel right but anyone goes near them that’s a stranger and you hate it because your scared it could happen to them xx