Hi please can I have a ppp.. i posted on here on Tues about bleeding since the …
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Hi please can I have a ppp.. i posted on here on Tues about bleeding since the 28th Sept, then being congratulated on my 6 week pregnancy by the midwife the following day.. Well how very wrong were they.. I came in to the hospital for my scans yesterday to be sent straight to the ward and getting ready for theatre. I had had another ectopic pregnancy (first 1 in 2015 loosing right tube, this one now resulting in me loosing my left) I know were blessed with our 3 children (my patner just our youngest but treats them all as his own) I know others aren’t so lucky and dint have the chnace to have 1 (my heart is truly with these incredible people) but at the age of 27, my partner 25 and having my fertility taken from me just like that, so fast, hardly any prewarning, our family didn’t feel quite complete, my grandad, dad and my brother, all died which means our surname has come to an end, we desperately wanted a little boy to keep the name going, my partner was even taking my name in marriage (his choice, yes he is amazing) and now I’m deverststed to say the least and my heart is physically aching, I feel like I’ve let me family down, what if my partner wants more children in a few years? I’m so hurt and confused so mummys please send me some guideness. I don’t even know what I’m going to gain from this but I feel I need to put it out there and I don’t want to publically post it so this was my only option.
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