Hi, PPP xx
I’m wondering if anyone else is like this at the minute. I have a 4 year old and wanted another when she was about 2 to keep the gap close but 4 years have gone by now and haven’t tried for another yet. During the day time I really want another child but then night time comes (i have anxiety and its heightened at night) and I freak out and don’t want another and worry about the one I do have because of the evil people in the world etc. I know we can’t stop living our lives because of these people but I am already quite protective of my lo, yes I allow her on nursery trips etc and everything is fine through the day, thoughts about school, going out places all absolutely fine then night time comes and I worry about the whole lot. Don’t want her going to school, trips, etc. Then morning comes and I’m fine again 🙈 slight anxiety about it but no more than most.
So, is anyone else like this or am I just plain Crazy 😱😱 xx