P.p.please. I supose this isnt child related.. so around a year ago my grans ca…

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I supose this isnt child related.. so around a year ago my grans careers werent looking after her correctly so as i worked in a care home i helpped when i could with her, no one spoke up… so i came a time and i did, my gran became unwell the week i didnt go to see her, the care company didnt pick up on this and she ended up in hospital, being by her side for 14days and the night i went home she died! I have such an understanding partner who took care of my little girl and made sure i was ok always had dinner ready and was a rock, i helpped orginize her last goodbyes and i helped do her house ect… two weeks after that my nanna! Who has dementia had went downhill and my aunt was fighting for a care package for her.. i offered to help my help was turned down! So like i say a year on and well i had a phone call tonight asking to help with my nannas care package and sort things out. I dont mind but my partner has said how drained it made me last year, he knows its up to me and will stand by my desison but i have just got passed the depression and blame ect from last year with my gran! I miss her so much and next month will mark a year and i just feel timing is so crap! But my nanna needs help! I can get this put in place and i am feeling guilty about it now! This post makes no sense at all but i needed to let it out. Living in someone elses crisis deflects from my depression and i forget my life and problems i need and should be dealing with.. am in a good place ryt now and dont want to go back how will and can i stop it from happening?
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