Please can I have a PP? I’ve posted before – I’m 11 weeks pregnant and my partn…

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Please can I have a PP?

I’ve posted before – I’m 11 weeks pregnant and my partner wanted an abortion for weeks and I nearly did it. Anyways, I’ve looked past that and he seems to have really turned a corner and made an effort to talk about the pregnancy and baby.. then a few days ago I found out from someone he had a message from another girl saying how she still has feelings for him.. at the time I didn’t know they have a past. He had said you don’t know what the future holds n why didn’t she admit her feelings when they were talking. He has said he loves me and wants to be with me. But he never told me about these messages himself and him saying those things makes me doubt his real thoughts on the future? He is really begging me to see it wasn’t said in the context I’ve taken it in and he wants me, but He still doesn’t want the baby but is sticking with me . I have a 1 year old (not his) in this time I’ve also had a hard time mentally, I’m struggling with depression and now I’m starting to not trust my partner.. is this normal? I’m really finding things hard, I’ve given up a lot of things in my life for our relationship and for our family and I feel like I can’t enjoy my pregnancy. I love this baby but at the same time I don’t know if I want it as much as I did 😞 I’m so depressed and don’t know where to turn. X
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