Please post for me tia x I really need some help iv been with my partner 4 yea…

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Please post for me tia x

I really need some help iv been with my partner 4 years we have a little boy together who’s 17 months I have two teenagers from a previous. When we met he told me he had one daughter but then as time when on I start suspected that he had another daughter. Well back in June I finally found the name that I suspected could be his second daughters mother so i took the plunge and messaged her ( I’m not usually the type of woman to message others about my man I’d always trusted him until then) well after chatting to this woman and confronting him he admitted he does have another daughter and he didn’t tell me because he cheated with this woman for the first 6 months. He’s adamant that he hasn’t cheated since buuut she tells me a different story iv spoken to this other woman at length she seems nice enough and I believe her to much of what she’s said makes sense and none of what he’s said. She is telling me that they have been sleeping together and she thought he was in a relationship with her and she was gutted when she found out about me and my son. Iv forgiven him so much until recently I found out he gave me chlamydia we both got treated and he’s promise he won’t go back to her house.
My issue now is I don’t trust him at all I’m so heart broken my previously relationship was a dv one so when I met him I really thought he was the one. How can I let go? I keep telling myself that I should I can’t carry on like this but it’s so hard I love him. I know I deserve so much better than him please how can I do this. May I add he lives 2 hrs away so there’s no just kicking him out. I’m so depressed all the time just really unhappy but I can’t find the strength to move on and leave him.
Sorry for the long post.
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