PPP Help! I’m really struggling ATM I feel my self loosing control. I was raped…

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Help! I’m really struggling ATM I feel my self loosing control. I was raped several times (7in total) by much older men and these rapes were arranged by my ex partner as he used to get payment from the men so he could buy his drugs. He would threaten to kill me and my family if I did not follow through on what he wanted me to do. He got me drunk and if I did not drink he’d hold a knife to my throat until I did. He’d also put tablets and lard into my food. If I ever disobeyed his rules I’d end up being locked in the cellar for days. I’m now in a different relationship and have been for 2years the social were alerted to what happened to me in my past and made me attend a freedom course recently and it’s dragged up a lot of what I went through. The case is now closed with ss.

I’m now struggling to cope on a day to day basis and I’m getting myself upset and angry over the smallest things. I do lash out on my loved ones and I’m worried they will have enough soon and walk away from me. What should I do?
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