Ppp i really need some advice.
Im a mum of 5 beautiful girls and my sister has just had her first a boy. Now i have been over the moon for her having my nephew and making it special for her. But heres the awkward part. Ive got all eyes on me with the is she jelous situations. Its like ive got to over be enthusiastic about everything just so people dont think i am. Believe it or not its a frigging nightmare. However since my nephew has been born i have made sure that ive been there for her and made a fuss. But its getting extremelly difficult lately as she keeps saying. Isnt it funny 5 girls and the first time i get a boy. I mean come on!!!! I have bitten my tounge in fear of being called jelous but tonight i snapped. I told her that when she says things like that its as if shes implying my girls arnt good enough. I also told her she only has one and yes a boy would of been nice but my first and 2nd id hoped for girls. Basically im not really sure if this post is a rant or for advice. Do you think i was out of order? How would you of dealt with it? How the hell do you deal with this situation? Everything i say i come over bitter or jelous because of the circumstances. But will not gave anyone imply my babies are not good enough for me.
Thank you x