Ppp please. So I’m just reflecting on my life and I need to offload with no bash…
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Ppp please. So I’m just reflecting on my life and I need to offload with no bashing please. Today I went to gp and been put on anti-depressants, I met my partner 5 years ago we both had been cheated on and have children from previous (id love to have another) now my partner is as straight as they come please or offend but he is one hell of a father and is amazing in all aspects including housework. My problem is I can’t get over the jealousy of his ex. To cut a long story short me and his ex had 1 mutual friend who tried it on with my partner to test his loyalty to me as the ex was in a bad relationship at the time, nothing happened but my partner didn’t tell me she tried it on until 6 months later when I confronted him again. On a separate occasion when his ex was temporarily single she text my partner to come down (I must add we lived apart then but have since moved in together and that particular night I actually had my partners daughter the one he has with the ex in question). He told me the next day and as you can imagine I was heartbroken because I’ve always tried to be amicable and respectable and I’ve always gone the extra mile when it comes to the children she shares with my partner i love them like my own. Ok so fast forward to xmas this year and ex decided to show up to my house unannounced slating me about xmas presents (we better not get more for my son etc, the children all had the same budget but like I said my son is younger so his will look more) she even going as far as buying food for her two kids and just dropping it in, they was down with us That night in question and my son looked on (we have 50/50 contact) I was annoyed and angry as it was 5.00pm and I was literally dishing up dinner well of course I went and got my son the same dinner because when they’re with us they’re treated the same, fast forward to now and things are again now amicable but I have so much resentment and frustration towards her and even my partner because he doesn’t like upsetting the situation where the kids are concerned and respect that. But part of me feels that I’m a fool to keep putting up with all the BS when all I’ve done is try to be there for my partner and all our children. It’s really started to affect my relationship with my partner as I don’t believe he truly wants me because each and every time his ex put me and my son down he never fought my corner. He is a truly amazing person and meeting him was one of the best experiences of my life besides having my son I just simply feel his ex has a control over us please be nice I’m honestly fragile
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