PPP.. this is a sensitive post please don’t judge me I split with my children’s…

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PPP.. this is a sensitive post please don’t judge me 😥 I split with my children’s father two years ago, I love him with all my heart but he walked out on my children (they seen, I had no idea he was going to do it) he’s been with girl after girl after girl and treated me like shit, I haven’t been with anyone since him because I just can’t move on he’s my life, I’ve slept with him inbetween this time and I no I’ll get bashed about self-respect but I just want him he’s all I’ve ever known, yesterday he tonight I was in a relationship for some reason and started saying he was trying to love me ect and wanted to make a go of things and when he finally believed I wasn’t with anyone he blanked me since because he doesn’t want me or to be with anyone else he’s openly admitted, he’s constantly controlling me with my emotions and I already suffer and medicated depression and anxiety I really want to walk away for my own health but it means walking with the children, I have no willing family to do the swap over I’ve before said about contact centre for collections and he refused I just can’t carry on 😫 any advice pls x
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