Ppp Sorry it’s gonna be long but need a rant… Been with my bloke a year. We bo…

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Ppp
Sorry it’s gonna be long but need a rant…
Been with my bloke a year. We both had shitty and long relationships in past iv 3 kids hes 1. He’s older than me but u wouldn’t think it with his childish behaviour.
Cut it short over relationship wev had more arguments than hot dinners cos everyime he doesn’t get his own way gets munk on. He’s extremely paranoid about me cheating and talking to men. He’s been cheated on in past but hes also cheated apparently on his ex.. we had a drink at a frinds a few wk ago n I was accused of kissing this lass there bare in mine she’s happily married n I’m with my bloke they were there too but someone said they saw us n it all kicked off.I’m not a lesbian neither is she n I me or her doesn’t remember this at all.We think it was we were hugging n talking as women do about shit in past n stuff n he’s got it wrong.. anyway this was supposed to be forgot about now but not my bloke no iv cheated on him n he uses it against me all time. I say I didn’t do it but he’s adamant.Then he came last night late n cos I’d fell asleep n didn’t answer my door with in first 5 mins he questioned who was here n who’s sneaked out of back door ffs I was in bed with kids then my fone dinged n he started for that n went home n said iv done it that time with that woman n he shouldn’t be treat like this.. I can’t actually go into all he’s done to me wot iv let go.iv had a bloke msg saYin he best stay a way from his wife , had him message a lass saying she’s beat on her pics , he goes out wen ever he wants he’s arranged things with me then ignored my calls n gone with his mates then not come home till next day phoning me asking me to pick him up. He doesn’t like my sister coming cos we’re so close n love a drink together sometimes. Fallso out with me if she sleeps at mine which used to be all time wen I wasn’t with him we were so close. Now cos I know he’s not happy with idea she hardly comes… he’s blocked me now.. thing is hel be back n I know min I see hI’m il be a mug again. I wind mYself up cos I know I don’t deserve to be treat like a dick but he has me thinking is he right is it me? Deep down I know it’s not like but don’t know just shit.. also on top he doesn’t get on with my kids much he’s a wind up merchant and they’ve been wound up by him now they gI’ve him same back he puts adult head on wen he’s had enough n says they’re bad n need sorting out yet he’s created this situation with them. Treating them different to his kids too.. I don’t do that with his kids I make sure they’re treat same. It’s so annoying. I dont know what I want from this post. I know what everyone will say 😑 but think I just need to vent ❤ no bashing please cba with it…
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