Private post please .. Okay so I’m not a mum but I need advice. I’m 17 and my bo…

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Private post please ..
Okay so I’m not a mum but I need advice. I’m 17 and my boyfriend is 19 and we’ve been together for 2 years. At the start of the relationship someone kissed me at a party and I told my boyfriend straight away, after that he got very controlling and made me delete all my guy friends off my social medias , so me being stupid made another account that he didn’t know about just so I could talk to one of my guy best friends who my boyfriend wouldn’t let me talk to anymore (I was best friends with this guy for about 5 years) anyways few months on my boyfriend found out and basically broke up with me for a few days but then took me back. Ever since he has made me feel like a very horrible person always making me cry and screaming at me and shouting at me (hes never physically hurt me) he has always been so loyal that’s the one thing I loved about him even his family would constantly talk about his loyalty. I knew he would never cheat on me and I knew how much he loved me , however there’s one girl who I hate and about two weeks ago he told me he was texting her ( he told me the day after they were texting) and he said it was just normal conversation but she asked him to go out for food with her and he told me he said no because he was with me (I was friends with this girl she knew I was with him) I texted this girl and she said he never even told her we were still together and that she was joking when she asked him to go for food. The past few weeks my boyfriend has really changed he rarely wants to see me and the other day his friend put a picture on his snapchat of my boyfriend saying ‘he’ll give you a quick fuck for 5€’ and I know this is small but it really annoyed me, especially the fact that I don’t have his friend on snapchat but my friend felt the need to screenshot it and Send it to me because she knew he’d get mad at me if it was the other way around .. anyway after that I was on my last straw so I texted him and i told him we’re done but I would see him on Saturday (this was on Wednesday) on Friday I texted him and I was like can I see you today and he was like no because I’m going to the pub with 2 of my friends so I was like oh okay that’s fine so I just texted him saying have a good night and be safe and I went to his house the next day and we were practically broken up about 3 days but we still talked and stuff but anyways he pulled me towards him and kissed me and we cuddled basically all day also I gave him a bj twice that day (you’ll see how this fits into the story in a minute) and a while later I was like so where did you go last night and he was like my friends house and I was like what? So you lied to me you told me you were going to the pub? Who else was there? And he was like loads of people and i was like did you do something with anyone else and he said no and he promised only for a while later he told me he had sex with another girl. He tells me after me giving him a bj twice. He cried and begged for me not to leave he told he he was so so drunk and he got taken advantage of and he keeps telling me he can’t even remember who it was and he won’t let me go and I really do love him I just don’t know what to do I can’t leave him I literally have nobody else also he did this 5 days before my birthday and I just don’t know what to do he said he’s going to do everything in his power but I just can’t get it out of my head also I was the first person he ever had sex with please help😞 (sorry for long post)
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