So I gave birth to my second child a week ago, my eldest is 2 and my partner was…

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So I gave birth to my second child a week ago, my eldest is 2 and my partner was so supportive of me and really encouraging with my first, this time round it’s a completely different story, he called me fat tells me I’m a stupid cow every day and tonight he told me I was unattractive to him and then said he was just saying the truth of how he felt. He’s since apologized to me and told me he was messing around and that I just need to learn to take a joke and stop being silly… Hes now gone to bed meanwhile I’m downstairs feeling hideous and just really disgusting… Anyone else been through this and can say it gets better ? He was so brilliant the first couple of days helped me with everything no problem kept saying how proud of me he was and now this
Sorry can I add it just makes me scared that I will get postnatal depression if I feel like this for a long time.. all I want is for him to be nice to me and be supportive and encouraging. I’m so tired but all I want to do is get the all clear so I can start losing the weight properly and then he may find me attractive again
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