Can I get a private post please. I don’t know what to do and I’m looking for adv…
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Can I get a private post please. I don’t know what to do and I’m looking for advise. I have suffered from depression and anxiety and I was unhappy in my relationship for a while but we have a child together and I have no family support so I felt kinda trapped. Anyway to cut a long story short I cheated and I was caught I regretted it instantly and begged my partner for forgiveness. He decided to give things another go but did mentally torture me by not speaking to me and when he did calling me every name under the sun. He spat at me and stopped me from sleeping. This went on for about a week I then found out I was pregnant (to him) I didn’t have sex with the other man. I didn’t tell him I was pregnant because things were so bad it then turned physical and he choked me. I left the next day taking my son. My partner begged me to forgive him and promised he’d change. I was advised to consider a termination due to fetal abnormalities. I decided to terminate the pregnancy without telling my partner I was pregnant. I told him everything after and the 2 of us decided to forgive each other. I haemorrhaged and ended up on life support he was there every step of the way and helped me through it. Things were so good between us but recently we’ve been fighting a lot and I’m feeling really depressed again. He makes me feel like every time I say how I’m feeling I’m being dramatic. I can’t say or do anything right. I’m at my wits end. I love him and want to spend the rest of my life with him but I just feel like anytime things are going good he brings up the other man and I just feel like we are back to square 1. I feel so drained emotionally. If I mention what he did to me he says I’m twisting things back to me like I’m only saying it for attention. My family completely turned against him when he put his hands on me but I have finally convinced them that I’m happy and things have changed so I feel like I can’t talk to anyone I’m so lonely. I don’t know where to turn. Am I over reacting??
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