Can I have a post please? It’s not baby related as such and it’s going to be ver…

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Can I have a post please? It’s not baby related as such and it’s going to be very long so please bare with me.

Basically, I’m nearly 21 and I’ve got a 12 year old brother. My mother has full time custody of him, my dad can see him whenever he likes etc. No problems with that. My mum and dad split up nearly 4 years ago and obviously it was hard for me and my little brother to get our heads round but we managed.
Over the years myself and my mother have always fallen out and became friends again etc, it’s always been a love hate. We don’t speak anymore and she refuses for me to see my little brother. I haven’t seen him in nearly 3 months. She drills things into his head and makes up lies about me.
Anyway, I’ve been out with my dad today and I’ve asked how my little brother is (as I always do) and my dads told me that he’s told one of the support workers at young caters he goes too (in confidence) that he’s feeling very low, and having thoughts of suicide. HE’S 12!!! As you can imagine, I am truly heartbroken and knowing I can’t see him and talk to him and make him feel better is killing me. I’m so so stressed and being 6 months pregnant doesn’t help either. My dads going to go and see him tomorrow morning and go and talk to him.
TBH, I don’t really know why I’m writing this and I’m sorry if none of it makes sense but I guess I’m looking for advice or literally ANYTHING I can do?! Baring in mind, my mother stops me from seeing him and even though now this has happened, she still won’t change her mind. I feel like I’d be able to help him as I’ve suffered with mental health for the last 5 years nearly.
I am absolutely broken and I feel like falling to pieces but I can’t.
Anyone’s advice or any suggestions will be appreciated.
Please no bashing, I haven’t got a clue on what to do!!
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