Can I have a ppp ***Trigger alert **** Not sure how to word this or if it will…

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Can I have a ppp

***Trigger alert ****
Not sure how to word this or if it will even make sense so here goes I found out I was pregnant at then end of April with in a week of finding out I had a lots of bleeding I went for a scan and they couldn’t find a baby or a sack but my uterus was lined ended up with bloods to make sure I was pregnant they told me it was either to early or ectopic and i had to have my bloods repeated in 48hrs and sent me home ..I had no pain or nothing so they told me if I did I was to go back to the hospital that night I ended up with serve pain bleeding (to the point I sat on the loo and it poured out) needed up back in and out of hospital for the next 3 days then was admitted in and told it was ectopic on Monday the 8th they gave me an option and injection for it to dicintgrate or surgery I opted for the injection so I didn’t have to have surgery in all of this the baby dad had swanned off with his ex and daughter on holiday knowing what happened and text after 5 days saying he left he’s phones at home I told him i want nothing more to do with him after letting me go through Al that on my own!!! I can not not I have no emotion to this whole situation what so ever and I don’t know why I’m gutted I lost my baby don’t get me wrong but I can’t grieve I feel like I’m in a bubble I’m not sure what to get from this post but I needed to share it xx
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