Can I have a private post please,, I’m a mum with a 9 month old gorgeous little …

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Can I have a private post please,,
I’m a mum with a 9 month old gorgeous little boy,
Since he’s been born I’ve not been feeling myself
I’ve been told it’s postnatal depression, just wondering when will I start to feel ok
When me and my boyfriend have our disagreements he calls me a bad mum for having postnatal depression and says he will take my baby away from me, I do occasionally get upset but recently I’ve been feeling a little better sometimes I can get frustrated too this can be over the slightest thing which then can turn into something massive, he also has another son who he has on the weekend(Sunday and every other Saturday )
But we have had an argument because in the whole 9 months of my baby being here we’ve never been out just us three it’s as if he feels bad for going out because his other son isn’t here which is understandable but why should my son have to suffer when it’s not his fault the only time he goes out is with me and i just think it’s abit unfair how he’s missing out on spending time with his dad but yet he takes his other son the cinema and stuff, I understand at 9 months he doesn’t understand but there’s loads of things he could do?
It just feels like he doesn’t want to spend time with me and my son and wonders why I get upset and then it’s my fault because I have postnatal depression. Feel so heart broken and feeling like it’s all my fault 😔
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