Could I have a private post please. Bit of a long one. I just need advice on how…

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Could I have a private post please. Bit of a long one.
I just need advice on how to get through a break up from a long term relationship. I basically have no friends. We were together for 7 and a half years and I still love him. I finished it with him after I found him talking drity to other women on dating sites a few months ago. Since then we both have told each other that we still want each other but he said I have to change. He says I treat him like crap. I was ok with this if he did the same. He agreed. Then a few days ago he just decided he doesn’t wanna get back with me and it’s broke me. He won t give me a reason as to why he doesn’t want to be with me either which makes it worse because I’ve stuck by him after him cheating on me, been on dating sites numerous times, making fake Facebook and email accounts etc. He’s also been violent in the past. Bruised me and he even got arrested for it once. He emotionally gets to me too. He turns everything around on to me, calls me names, he paddies if he doesn’t get his own way. He tells me I can’t wear make up when I’m going out because if I do, I’m going out to find other men etc. I’ve no friends. No money. I’m in loads of debt and I’ve got two young kids (5 And 2). He works so he was/is the main provider in the house. I just feel like I can’t cope anymore. I know i shouldn’t even love him but I do and I just don’t know what to do. Thanks x
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