Could I have a private post please… I can’t even believe I’ve got to such a de…

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Could I have a private post please… I can’t even believe I’ve got to such a desperate point in my relationship that I’m having to ask strangers for advice.
We have a 12 week old baby, and my partner is fantastic with him until he’s had enough of him. He won’t get up in the night with him, if I ask him to take the baby, he pretends to be asleep like he can’t hear me, and on the rare occasion he will take him, he will always find some excuse to hand him back and go back to sleep. We haven’t got much of a relationship in the bedroom because he claims he’s too tired, yet every morning he will spend an hour in the bathroom pleasuring himself watching porn on his phone. I know some men do this, but every time I hear him it feels like my heart has been ripped out of my chest, that he has no interest in me anymore but he can’t get enough of the women he’s watching on porn sites. It’s killed my confidence massively and I feel like I’m just here to look after his child. I feel like taking the kids and leaving, but I have nowhere to go. once upon a time I was a strong enough person that I’d have walked away, now I just don’t have it in me to stand up for myself, I’m so worn down by this whole relationship. I don’t even know what I’m supposed to do anymore?
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