Hello, can i have a private post please. i have a three year old and I’m due m…
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Hello, can i have a private post please.
i have a three year old and I’m due my second baby at anytime. Im single and have been the whole of my pregnancy.. i decided to keep my baby knowing i wouldnt have the fairytale that iv always longed for and made a choice to cut the babies dad out for good reasons. My 3 years olds dad still sees our daughter but we go through his family as i dont want any direct contact with him either but i cant help but wish this baby was his so my unborn would have some sort of family and my kids were from the same roots as i will always have some love for him too. I feel like a massive failure because my relationship broke down with my daughters dad i was very young and we both had our problems.. i went on to have a baby with someone that turned out to be a bigger arse and now when my unborn grows how will i explain to him he has no dad to go and visit etc or family? i feel so alone, i hate bedtimes because my daughter has to go to sleep and the reality kicks in. I hate not having anyone to enjoy this magical time with its just so upsetting.. i dont always feel like this but as this is my last baby i feel really hurt that for the second time iv done it alone.
Has anyone else experienced anything similar? I dont want a relationship but i cant help but feel like im going to be alone forever and no one will want me now i have two young childrenš
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