Hi can I have a private post please? I was diagnosed with borderline personalit…

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Hi can I have a private post please?

I was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder a year and a half ago. I’m not 100% convinced it’s that and my brother in law suggested it could be bipolar. I am going to go the gp on Monday I just wondered if anything had similar symptoms with a diagnosis.

I am very argumentative with my husband. I say things impulsively and nastily and I regret them and mostly apologise after. I have to do certain things everyday for example I used to have to watch the clock go round once before I could go to sleep. And now I have to cough before I can sleep (obviously in my head I feel I need too). I am anxious when out and have low confidence. I randomly come up with new ideas that I want to do, recent one being I want to open a shop, previous one was I wanted to become a doctor. I start making all these plans and then never do them. I spend money without thinking impulsively. I’m extremely paranoid. I have little energy all the time and I’m very snappy. I can switch from being happy to annoyed very quickly. I also always feel guilty, mainly with my daughter. I feel like I’m not doing enough for her.

Sorry I’ve gone on. I may sound absolutely crazy but I am a nice person I’m just struggling. Has anyone had similar? I have been prescribed sertraline but i wasn’t taking it. I seem to need it for a while then I feel better and then I need it again.. repeat. Thanks if you got this far x
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