Hi sorry this is going to be long but can I get a private post please? I don’t w…

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Hi sorry this is going to be long but can I get a private post please? I don’t want to be with my partner anymore. I’ve tried to find a way out and failed. I’m a stay at home mum and can’t afford to get a job until next year when my son will be eligible for childcare funding. So I have no income of my own and my partner barely gives me enough for food and stuff for the house, let alone enough to save up with. The council won’t help me with deposit etc because I am leaving of my own accord and I don’t have any family I can stay with. I don’t know what to do. I can’t stand him anymore, he is selfish and doesn’t do anything with our son he just does what he wants when he wants with no regards for us. I am miserable and feel like I’m stuck in a rut. I thought I was pregnant a while ago and couldn’t help being excited but I knew that he would have had the exact opposite reaction. It made me realise that we don’t want the same things, if I stay with him any longer I am just going to be more and more miserable. I don’t love him anymore, I don’t know if I ever have. He tries to hug me and kiss me and come on to me and I’m just cringing because I don’t want him anywhere near me. I know I probably sound horrible and I feel it right now but I have tried too hard for too long and I just can’t do it anymore. How do I get out? I know that I could be put into temporary accommodation but I can’t guarantee it will even be local and I really, really don’t want to drag my son out of his home to a bedsit or a hostel. There has to be something else I can do. Has anyone else been in this situation? What did you do? Thanks x
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