PPP has any one ever been through domestic violence and finally broke free. It’s…

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PPP has any one ever been through domestic violence and finally broke free.
It’s been 7 years of hell for me and kids finally he left again an I haven’t let him back in police involved victims support involved a court case to go to.
Panic button in house alarms on windows and door one to go around my neck.
We’re at high risk from him.
I finally opened up and told police everything I’ve been through in the past years it was just a way of life for me an kids .
Until a friend turned on a light in my head about what my future looks like.
But now I’m been told I’m sad for not letting him have access to see the kids.
But police have told me because it’s so high risk he has to apply for supervisied access through court witch might be denied because of the high risk. I want a better future for my kids I don’t want them to think there dads behaviour is acceptable I’m trying to cope alone with all these places been involved.
Dose it get easier ? “please no bashing” I’m trying my best it’s been 3 weeks since all this happened and I’m haveing so many different thoughts and moods I shake when I go out to put rubbish in bins I heard a car door shut an run back in house.
I have a bobble around my wrist an twist it around while I’m out with kids to just ease the nerves an anxiety. “Dose it get better? So stressed ATM
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