Ppp I need advice I’m in bits over this… So I’m accidentally pregnant with nu…

[ad_1]
Ppp
I need advice I’m in bits over this…
So I’m accidentally pregnant with number 3 I was on the pill not missed a single one we think maybe my ibs might have caused it, not sure! Anyway the honest truth is we can’t afford this baby, we’re only just starting to pull ourselves out of the financial slog of having number 2, and she’s just turned 2 she’s got allergies, eczema etc so there’s also the worry of having to do all that again I mean she still doesn’t sleep and that first year I wanted to die most days from exhaustion and desperation if I’m honest….. I’m sure we’d find a way if we had to, I just feel awful enough struggling to provide for two let alone another one, guilty for my 7yr old son who was already massively pushed out by his sister who demands a lot of attention because of her food/skin issues….. on top of that I also child mind for my sister in law my nephew is 1 will be just 2 when this one is roughly due they have a mortgage etc and admit that they couldn’t manage without my help and I’m not even sure I could cope with a 7yr old on school runs, my 2r old, a 1/2yr old nephew and a newborn. They pay me roughly 100 a week too which I definitely couldn’t afford to lose either if we had another…… HOWEVER I just can’t see myself having an abortion I can’t even say the word out loud, even tho oh is pushing me for one. If I knew 1000% that we would fail at this situation then I’d probably be more open to it but there’s a niggling part of me saying we would struggle but we would cope which is tearing me apart. But should we have a baby and carry on ‘just coping’ or do the right thing by our two kids already???? I’m so torn I wish I could just press reset and never let my oh near me again 😭😭😭😭😭😭
[ad_2]

Source