Hi pp please, so I suffer with depression and anxiety really badly and I had my …

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Hi pp please, so I suffer with depression and anxiety really badly and I had my first day at a new job after months of not working. I come home really excited and would like to talk to my partner but he is asleep, it’s 9.30 at the point, so I try to wake him up just to be told that it can wait till tomorrow as I am disrespecting him as he has to get up in the morning. I have to get up aswell as I have a 3year old. But I’m told I never ask how his day is as all I want is to be centre of attention and I know jack shit about his new work. Even though I ask and ask and he say it was fine and not much to tell really. And he then said he can’t do this anymore as he can’t carry on with someone with depression as it’s too hard and when I asked if he was breaking up with me he told me to go fuck myself and im fucking crazy and he can’t deal with it and has now gone to bed while I sob alone in the front room.
I guess I just needed to rant to say I conquered my first day of work to be knocked back be the one I love. I don’t even know what I expect, I just need to talk as I just want to die right now….
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